I Hate Money

Saw that our account is wildly overdrawn despite no major purchases and the "economic stimulus" check being deposited on the 9th.

We are totally f*cked.

Why can't we do this? I feel like we seriously can not do anything right.

Full on panic attack...shortness of breath, racing heartbeat, dizziness, tunnel vision...had to dig out the dregs of anxiety meds from years ago.

So now on to a fun night of trying to rework our so-called budget and having Tim be mad at me like it is all my fault.